Hi Guys,
had such a WOW weekend. Friday got surpirsed by a friend of mine who took me to go see Twilight. Im such a fan im not even ashmed to admit it. I recommend people to go see it. Wont reveal more because I would kill the story to others.
Saturday I got so sick and still sick but I shall be well. will be going to do a operation next week hope all goes well. I am very scared but i refuse to enjoy my birthday with this pain or yet enter the new year.
have a blessed week will talk after the big operation.
God Bless
Monday, 19 November 2012
Friday, 16 November 2012
MY FAMILY!
One of the things i love about myfamily is that no matter how busy we are we always take time to be with eachother during the december hoildays. i wonder where the road will take us this year....
GOGO
Without my granny I wouldn't even be alive. Mama turned 87 years old on the 19th August. I'm very blessed to have this women in my life. When my grandfather passed on many years ago my granny had to get a job to support her family. She went to work as a maid for many years in the suburbs. She was a single parent and managed to raise 10 children alone. Her salary was not much but look at us where we are now. Her children are successful her grandchildren are educated and we only thank God for keeping her with us all these years.
On her birthday I asked her what she wanted? She simply said just for my family to be here with me. At her age she needs love and care all the time. I make sure I call her everyday to tell her how much I love her. month end I go and buy her favourite food just to make her smile because what else can you give her when she already has it all?
point of my story is guys please love your family despite it all. I know one day I will wake up and my gogo won't be around. I make sure i enjoy each day with her and make it a memorable one.
Each time i visit her she tells me she wont die till she see's me married. ( Good thing that wont be happening soon which means she'l be around longer lol )
I love you gogo!
On her birthday I asked her what she wanted? She simply said just for my family to be here with me. At her age she needs love and care all the time. I make sure I call her everyday to tell her how much I love her. month end I go and buy her favourite food just to make her smile because what else can you give her when she already has it all?
point of my story is guys please love your family despite it all. I know one day I will wake up and my gogo won't be around. I make sure i enjoy each day with her and make it a memorable one.
Each time i visit her she tells me she wont die till she see's me married. ( Good thing that wont be happening soon which means she'l be around longer lol )
I love you gogo!
Ma Gamede wami
Tuesday, 13 November 2012
I fall but i dust myself up!
Sunday I reached out to a friend and they didn't have the time for me, they didn't care and it seemed that they were not giving a dam about what I needed. I'm a very giving person . I left it but as soon as I heard this song it filled my heart. it's amazing how much a song can make you smile.
I might have fallen but that's not the important part , the important part is dusting yourself and keeping your head up in the game. those who are there for you only through good times and never through hard times are ones you should always question Amanda would always say to me. lol anyhow I speak my mind , don't hold my grudges or heart because that will make one old and dam I'm too fine for getting old!
Living Years lyrics
Heart Attack lyrics
ohhhhh ohhhhh
We share, somethin' so common, still so rare,
and I'm in awe, never been here before,
so high, we're still climbing,
even here inside these walls,
breaking each others hearts,
and we don't care 'cause we're so,
in too deep can't think about givin' it up,
but i never knew love, would feel like a heart attack,
it's killing me, swear i never cried so much,
'cause i never knew love, would hurt this fucking bad,
worst pain that i ever had, Ohhhhh
never knew love, would hurt this fucking bad,
worst pain that i ever had,
All the times when i know i should be smilin',
seem to be the time, that i frowned the most,
can't believe that we're still survivin',
'cause I'm slowly breakin' down,
even when i hold you close,
And if i lose you,
I'm afraid i would lose who,
who i gave my love to,
that's the reason i stay around,
even though i fell way,
[| From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/trey-songz-lyrics/heart-attack-lyrics.html |]
in too deep can't think about givin' it up,
but i never knew love, would feel like a heart attack,
it's killing me, swear i never cried so much,
'cause i never knew love, would hurt this fucking bad,
worst pain that i ever had, Ohhhhhh
never knew love, would hurt this fucking bad,
worst pain that i ever had,
and it hurts, cause i wanna leave,
and you wanna leave,
but the love keeps us together,
And if i lose you,
I'm afraid i would lose who,
who i gave my love to,
that's the reason i stay around,
even though i fell way,
in too deep can't think about givin' it up, oh
but i never knew love, would feel like a heart attack,
it's killing me, swear i never cried so much,
'cause i never knew love, would hurt this fucking bad,
worst pain that i ever had, Ohhhhh
never knew love, would hurt this fucking bad,
worst pain that i ever had
I might have fallen but that's not the important part , the important part is dusting yourself and keeping your head up in the game. those who are there for you only through good times and never through hard times are ones you should always question Amanda would always say to me. lol anyhow I speak my mind , don't hold my grudges or heart because that will make one old and dam I'm too fine for getting old!
Living Years lyrics
Every generation blames the one before And all of their frustrations Come beating on your door I know that I'm a prisoner To all my father held so dear I know that I'm a hostage To all his hopes and fears I just wish I could have told him In the living years More crumpled bits of paper Filled with imperfect thought Stilted conversations I'm afraid that's all we've got You say you just don't see it He says it's perfect sense You just can't get agreement In this present tense We all talk a different language Talking in defence CHORUS Say it loud Say it clear You can listen as well as you hear It's too late when we die To admit we don't see eye to eye [ From : http://www.elyrics.net/read/m/mike-&-the-mechanics-lyrics/living-years-lyrics.html ] So we open up a quarrel Between the present and the past We only sacrifice the future It's the bitterness that lasts So don't yield to the fortunes You sometimes see as fate It may have a new perspective On a different day And if you don't give up And don't give in You may just be O.K. CHORUS I wasn't there that morning When my father passed away I didn't get to tell him All the things I had to say I think I caught his spirit Later that same year I'm sure I heard his echo In my baby's new born tears I just wish I could have told him In the living years CHORUS
Heart Attack lyrics
ohhhhh ohhhhh
We share, somethin' so common, still so rare,
and I'm in awe, never been here before,
so high, we're still climbing,
even here inside these walls,
breaking each others hearts,
and we don't care 'cause we're so,
in too deep can't think about givin' it up,
but i never knew love, would feel like a heart attack,
it's killing me, swear i never cried so much,
'cause i never knew love, would hurt this fucking bad,
worst pain that i ever had, Ohhhhh
never knew love, would hurt this fucking bad,
worst pain that i ever had,
All the times when i know i should be smilin',
seem to be the time, that i frowned the most,
can't believe that we're still survivin',
'cause I'm slowly breakin' down,
even when i hold you close,
And if i lose you,
I'm afraid i would lose who,
who i gave my love to,
that's the reason i stay around,
even though i fell way,
[| From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/trey-songz-lyrics/heart-attack-lyrics.html |]
in too deep can't think about givin' it up,
but i never knew love, would feel like a heart attack,
it's killing me, swear i never cried so much,
'cause i never knew love, would hurt this fucking bad,
worst pain that i ever had, Ohhhhhh
never knew love, would hurt this fucking bad,
worst pain that i ever had,
and it hurts, cause i wanna leave,
and you wanna leave,
but the love keeps us together,
And if i lose you,
I'm afraid i would lose who,
who i gave my love to,
that's the reason i stay around,
even though i fell way,
in too deep can't think about givin' it up, oh
but i never knew love, would feel like a heart attack,
it's killing me, swear i never cried so much,
'cause i never knew love, would hurt this fucking bad,
worst pain that i ever had, Ohhhhh
never knew love, would hurt this fucking bad,
worst pain that i ever had
penny for my thoughts!
two weeks till the boss lady turn 24years old....
at the age of 24 I have a beautiful baby girl, I am copy editor of one of South Africa's top selling magazines, I have completed my schooling and have moving out of home.
it's been a fucken long road( excuse my French ) but really it has. I have lost and gained friends but all I have kept my faith high and my god keeps blessing me.
not sure what my plans for my birthday are but I plan on having loads of fun. I reflect on the past year and thank god for blessing me with another number to add on to my years on earth.
can't believe just yesterday I was daddy's little girl and now I'm all grown up.
this year god showed me wonders and we all know when god shows up he shows off!
before I know it I will be 30 soon ,lol
so anyway this week at work there is an intern who wanted to come see the kind of work I do. wasn't so keen on doing it but I'm not the kind of person who is selfish so I took her in.
she's arrived here so shy and scared reminded me of my first day of being an intern.
I'm teaching as much as I can but the end of the day it is up to her to what she makes of life.
help others because you never know when you might as well need help.
next year I plan on buying my dream car. if you dream it , than it will happen. merc here I come.
I dream and set goals for myself because I see it as a way to guide me. I dream big but I work my ass off as well.
life does not stop at 21 but it begins at 21. to those who think they will not make it , it's all in the mind. let your haters hate because they will be at the bottom and you will be at the top saying fuckers I told you so. lol anyhow guys that's just me.
enjoy your day.
at the age of 24 I have a beautiful baby girl, I am copy editor of one of South Africa's top selling magazines, I have completed my schooling and have moving out of home.
it's been a fucken long road( excuse my French ) but really it has. I have lost and gained friends but all I have kept my faith high and my god keeps blessing me.
not sure what my plans for my birthday are but I plan on having loads of fun. I reflect on the past year and thank god for blessing me with another number to add on to my years on earth.
can't believe just yesterday I was daddy's little girl and now I'm all grown up.
this year god showed me wonders and we all know when god shows up he shows off!
before I know it I will be 30 soon ,lol
so anyway this week at work there is an intern who wanted to come see the kind of work I do. wasn't so keen on doing it but I'm not the kind of person who is selfish so I took her in.
she's arrived here so shy and scared reminded me of my first day of being an intern.
I'm teaching as much as I can but the end of the day it is up to her to what she makes of life.
help others because you never know when you might as well need help.
next year I plan on buying my dream car. if you dream it , than it will happen. merc here I come.
I dream and set goals for myself because I see it as a way to guide me. I dream big but I work my ass off as well.
life does not stop at 21 but it begins at 21. to those who think they will not make it , it's all in the mind. let your haters hate because they will be at the bottom and you will be at the top saying fuckers I told you so. lol anyhow guys that's just me.
enjoy your day.
THE GIRLS!
when I first came to Bona magazine I didn't know what was my reason for coming here but I am blessed to have such a wonderful family.
I met 5 wonderful girls who have brought joy to me . come rain or sunshine they are always there for you and will never judge you for what you are. we come from worlds apart but god has brought us together.
You may meet a person and instantly know that you will be best friends forever. Other friendships develop over an extended period of time. In some friendships you may feel a sense of equality, while in others there may be a clear sense that one is giving more to the friendship then the other. There are no rules about how a friendship has to be. If you are able to share your life with another human being, by all means go right ahead. All friendships are unique and special in their own way. Each one is valuable.
HAVING FUN WITH THE GALS
I met 5 wonderful girls who have brought joy to me . come rain or sunshine they are always there for you and will never judge you for what you are. we come from worlds apart but god has brought us together.
You may meet a person and instantly know that you will be best friends forever. Other friendships develop over an extended period of time. In some friendships you may feel a sense of equality, while in others there may be a clear sense that one is giving more to the friendship then the other. There are no rules about how a friendship has to be. If you are able to share your life with another human being, by all means go right ahead. All friendships are unique and special in their own way. Each one is valuable.
HAVING FUN WITH THE GALS
SUNDAY BLESSINGS
So it's the end of exams and I thought life would get less stressful but I've realised that as 1 grows the more responsibility one takes one. I'll be growing a year older in two weeks to come and I must say its shit exciting but scary.
Decided to go to church today. We had holy communion. Although I don't know we're tomorrow will take me but my god has already set out my journey.
I'm grateful for the downfalls I've had in my life because it makes it shows the devil that yes my God does live.
The power of God is greater than your problems.
We all have our own problems in life but that is why we are there. To learn and strengthen ourselves. If a person comes to you and asks for your help never turn your back on them because God has never turned his back on you. Take time to assist those who need help because you never know when the tables will turn.
Don't play with the blessings you are given. There are homes we're they do not know we're they will get their next meal. There will come a time we're the world will turn will turn their backs on you. Even the ones you love. But remember this God will never forsake you or turn his back on you. When the lord saw his people he said to them peace be with you. Deuteronomy 16 speaks of how people should give according to the blessings of the lord your god has given you.
I may not know the troubles you go through, I may not know the hurdles you have faced , I may not the nights you have cried asking for help but no human had time for you , I may not the many prayers you have said but because the lord has always been there you we're able to pass and conquer it all.
Those are the words I received today at church from our priest. Felt like he was talking to me but we all have our days we're we need god n one another. Happy Sunday guys.
Decided to go to church today. We had holy communion. Although I don't know we're tomorrow will take me but my god has already set out my journey.
I'm grateful for the downfalls I've had in my life because it makes it shows the devil that yes my God does live.
The power of God is greater than your problems.
We all have our own problems in life but that is why we are there. To learn and strengthen ourselves. If a person comes to you and asks for your help never turn your back on them because God has never turned his back on you. Take time to assist those who need help because you never know when the tables will turn.
Don't play with the blessings you are given. There are homes we're they do not know we're they will get their next meal. There will come a time we're the world will turn will turn their backs on you. Even the ones you love. But remember this God will never forsake you or turn his back on you. When the lord saw his people he said to them peace be with you. Deuteronomy 16 speaks of how people should give according to the blessings of the lord your god has given you.
I may not know the troubles you go through, I may not know the hurdles you have faced , I may not the nights you have cried asking for help but no human had time for you , I may not the many prayers you have said but because the lord has always been there you we're able to pass and conquer it all.
Those are the words I received today at church from our priest. Felt like he was talking to me but we all have our days we're we need god n one another. Happy Sunday guys.
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