This is one of my most frustrating days so instead of bottling it up let me share.
I'm the kind of person that whenever a family or friend is in need I would literally drop my shit and go help them.
I value friendship and family a lot because you never know when you might need them.
Waking up today I realised my nanny couldn't come to work. Heaven knows for some fucked up reason. I had to put my day on hold because my kid had no sitter.
What people don't understand is that I'm nice but when I see that you fucked up I drop you and move on.
Asking around I couldn't find her a sitter. To some point the way I was so desperate I was evn planning on taking to her campus with me and me and my friends would take turns looking after her. Lol crazy I know.
Than I received an email from my boss that needed clarification cause I was so clueless and had to respond immediately but when I asked the people who I knew would help me they were busy. N sum didn't even understand the meaning of urgent. But anyhow I tend not to vent cos I'm not that kind of a person. Maybe being a nice person makes n gives people that thing to walk all over you?
You know I prefer a person who can tell me upfront that I won't do it. That I call being honest.
Does being nice mean that you will end up doing shit for them but when you in need they won't?
Oh well, I guess I'm a typical sagitarious. Too trusting n humble. Lol lol.
Have a good day.
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